not my self this days ... I`m not the person who wrote this things...was an alter ego....

Stranger

My heart is a stranger

Stranger I am myself

Stranger is my voice

This eyes are so stranger....

And all this feelings inside me are stranger

You are a stranger 

My life is so stranger....

But one thing is not stranger for me: ........

THE LONELINESS

THE ANGEL OF LONELINESS IS EMBRACING ME...

I CAN`T FEEL ANYMORE THE PAIN ....

BUT THIS ANGRY FEELING THAT I HAVE IS BURNING ME INSIDE....

THIS SMILE IS NOT MINE ANYMORE....

I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETLY STRANGER IN MY LIFE....

AND I AM ASKING "WHY???? WHO AM I???? WHAT IS HAPPENING??? WHY???".......

I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU

I WANNA KISS YOU BUT I WANNA SLAP YOU

I WANNA HUG YOU BUT I WANNA HUSTLE YOU 

I WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU BUT I WANNA SAY I HATE YOU

I WANNA SAY "STAY" BUT I WANNA SAY " GO AWAY"

I WANNA SAY " HY MY LOVE" BUT I WANNA SAY "GOOD BYE FOREVER MY LOVE"

I WANNA LAUGH WITH YOU BUT I WANNA CRY WITH YOU 

I WANNA BE HAPPY WITH YOU BUT I WANNA BE SAD WITH YOU

I WANNA TALK WITH YOU BUT I WANNA ARGUE WITH YOU 

  I WANT TO DO ALL THIS THINGS BUT I CAN`T ....YOU`RE NOT HERE...ANYMORE